I asked for it.

I have to go so bad
Why are you screaming?
Take it out on me.
I want to love you madly
but love, I am leaving
Take it off and maybe
the high
is a little harder
when you cry.
and the light light light's
a little faster than you'd like
and the knock knock knock
is like a rapture, could you talk to me?

But I don't.

I do what they'll never know
"harder harder" screams the undertone
I dream up places to show
you how badly I want you alone.
but put me away
I want to love you late
the hands where I want yours one day
the bones
I want to break the easy way.